Goodbye April... You Were Wonderful

Hello again. Well my wonderful fiance (that sounds so funny and weird to me, in a good way) is back in the sand box. *Sigh* This month went so fast. I can't believe April will be over in a few hours.

Well once again I have to find out what to do with all my spare time. Oh yea! Almost forgot about that job hunt that has consumed me for the past year. Right, like I could forget it. So my search has begun again! I'm determined to find something. SOON! It's depressing to think it really has been a year now. If you told me a year ago I would still be at Hallmark today, I would have thought you were crazy. I am glad I at least have that, but it's the dead end of all dead ends. So it seems to those of us working there. So yea, I definitely though I would have my big girl job by now, but soon. I'm trying to stay pretty confident in that much. I'm trying something a little different by the referral of a friend. It can't hurt can it? So Monday I will be talking with some people whose job is to help people get jobs. Hope it works! It can't hurt that's for sure! At the very least it will be a wasted few hours.

On the wedding front. We've just started looking at venues. My goal is to narrow it down to two or three by the time James gets home. Then we will go visit and he can help decide where we have it. But, WOW! It's going to be so hard! There's like a million places and so many options. Oh and let's not even get started on photographers and caterers! Oh decisions and we all know how indecisive I can be...

On other notes. Bella is obsessed with outside. I have to limit how much she goes out, but of course when Grandma has her say it's always much longer. She is really good out there, but with the flea season coming on, I don't want to take the risk of her getting them. I'm also not a fan of those poisons you put on the back of their necks, so my little girl will just have to stay inside more. Oh don't feel too sorry for her, she gets her way 99.999% of the time. Except when daddy was home. Yea she didn't get all the attention she thought she deserved, but she's over that now. She was even warming up to him again and giving him some love. Maybe she remembered the crazy bald man who held her high in the air with one hand? Oh my happy little family. I love it.

Bella picture of the day: Taken by Daddy!